Recent content by akakoom

wishing I had a S.O. Someone to hold, feel their warmth...

This loneliness, this emptiness, makes me seem like I'm not here. I'm at work, but I'm ignored, mostly because of my poor social skills, I find it hard to talk to people, so people don't talk to me. I'm just moving through space and time, a ghost in my own life.

I don't have the courage to change my situation

sitting here at work. bored, tired, lonely, and sick of it all.

think i am going to kill myself soon i am always alone. at work, at home. i have trouble connecting. i cant take it anymore. i miss my girl. shes the only one i want. even if a supermodel was sitting on my lap I wouldnt care. shes gone. she will never come back. i dont want anyone...

me too my stomach has been in knots for 2 months now

thanks Arachne

i've joined a gym. i go in the mornings i've always loved archery. i just signed up for lessons im taking cbt but it is so rarely. only 2x a month we are having a long weekend here in canada and i have nothing to do. her days are full with fun and mine... i just sit around

i just emailed her today prying into her current dating life. i know she has a new guy and they go to his country property to stargaze and hunt. all the things i wanted to do with her. so i asked her if they had moved in together? taking it to the next level? she didn't answer. i must have...

meetup is how i met her. i cant help think that theres still a part of her heart there for me

no. im stuck. plus i have a hard time meeting people. if i go on vacation i wouldnt talk to anyone any way. i own my own house... my job is good, pays well but is boring. my family lives in alberta. i live in ontario. 3000 miles away. i am trapped in an empty life i miss my girl... her...

hi everyone about me 47male computer tech. never married. live alone. emphasis on !alone!. I have had 2 girlfriends in my life. i am very shy. i just broke up with my last girlfriend in november 2014. i just found out she has a new boyfriend. my heart is shattered. i have been hoping...