hi biscuit! nice to meet a fellow bookworm =) and writer! although, the only things i am writing now are reports and journals for classes and i think my writing skills have declined terribly over the years =( and i believe that boys are allowed to cry! heck, i've seen many guys cry in my lifetime ;)
i dont mind being alone sometimes. but when i am lonely and there are so many hours to kill before exams or classes, i breakdown. i come back to my room during lunch breaks because i dont have anyone to eat with and tht is just sad.
hi Ridhzi =) welcome! i've been there with the commitment problems... after successfully pushing away my 2 closest friends, i am now very alone. if u need someone to talk to you can PM me, i'm an insecure person with zilch friends and hopeless about the future ;)
@thefrenchy : haha no being abroad is not the perfect excuse because everyone speaks english anyway, there is no language barrier! and my family have met my friends, they like my friends.... i dont know how to tell them that the people i have known for 2 years, actually only talk to me if they...
@kamya : my parent's way of telling me to deal with stuff is by saying "everyone else is going through it too... they are not complaining" which kinda sucks that they dont think i am really upset.
@bread : my sister knows that i am lonely, but she doesn't know it is this bad. and i dont really...