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So i had a decent couple of weeks,found a new girl and i thought we really fell in love,or at least i did.I got messages from her ex that they were getting back together and that they meet up before i came to see her one day and that he felt that i should know.Now she won't answer my calls or...

The biggest ideal in the medical community now is not to throw antidepressants at patients due to the large media back lash.Some research for a news agency picked up a CPS once upon a time and read the monograph on the drug and found it's risks of suicide as well as low successful rates in the...

Some of you may have read my big long story/rant post i made a while ago http://www.alonelylife.com/showthread.php?tid=10846&page=2 I have a serious question,Has any one or some one you know institutionalized them selfs in Canada ? , Will it help or should i seek to figure out my problems on my...

Updates: I wrote her a really nice "good bye" letter last week as we parted on bad terms,I thought by ignoring her that the pain would go away and we never really spoke past a month after she left. I bottled alot of this stuff up,a good example was when i came back to our home the day she...

Thanks every one.

Well like i said its appreciated.The power of listening is underrated these days and forums like this helps. Your right the whole gym thing helps i was pretty thin when she left but I'm down to 170lbs now.Cigarettes help too :P

William Ernest Henley put it right about the evening as the "Horror of the shade" ,I see any picture of her and i remember the closeness and all of the good times and the lack of understanding of why she left.A feeling of sadness and that rush of pure terror as if you were in the headlights of a...

I'd probably say good bye to my ex,say sorry for all the stupid things i've done.Smoke a little pot ( i do not condone drug use as a ex-medical professional,it has to be said) , cook my self an amazing dinner and spend the rest of my time eating that dinner,petting my cats and jaming out some...

Yes you can do it.It takes allot just to be a a rehab like program , I know my ex did it.It's allot of willpower and bravery just the same.I commend you. I don't know what your vice was and it doesn't matter,You have allot of folks at you right now about what is the right and wrong road to go...

I get rousted out of my sleep sometimes when nature calls. I find there's something frightening about that hour of the night because there isn’t no fooling yourself about what you done or what you hadn't done with your life. I've had ups and downs all my life and feel that i was never really...

Hi all, Just when i was wondering if there was a forum i could vent a little about my circumstances and not be found by some i knew or a third party that could connect the dots.I guess some one still could but its hard to shake that strong ideal of the absence of anonymity on the Internet these...