Recent content by Desperado

"Homelessness is only bad because we are surrounded by luxury these days" LOL what a ridiculous statement. No bro, homelessness is bad because good people suffer and DIE in horrible ******* ways alone on the streets. "We've had them for so long,  that we now see these luxuries as necessities. "...

"Haunted" isn't even close to an accurate description for what happens to people like me who have been homeless many times. Eventually fear turns into blind murderous rage, and you're ready to kill anyone who even remotely suggests they have the power to render you homeless helpless all alone...

Yes I want to bash his face in. Maybe the question is why I hate the man so much. I have money. More than enough to pay rent. I guess what I really want is for him to demand the money from me so I can bash his face in. I guess it's all about power and control for me, not money or anything else...

Get out before things get ugly and believe me things will get ugly if you don't get out

Don't worry I'll be okay. I think maybe I should call someone and talk about my abusive childhood where my dad would laugh at me for living in the bushes and eating stolen cucumbers from our neighbors garden. And when the cucumbers were not enough to survive on I would have no choice but go back...

I have a serious problem wanting to hurt my slumlord or boss. How do I cope with this rage I am feeling wanting to hurt my boss or slumlord without becoming violent?

Sorry I'm having personal issues with certain people

I'm still doing that. What I said in my previous post. Talking to a disconnected cell phone. I suppose it wouldn't be any different if I talked to a lamp or salt shaker. But somehow I don't feel quite as insane if I'm holding a cell phone to my ear and talking to imaginary people. Anyway, I...

Kooky artistic oddballs with a strange imagination and a warped perverted sense of humor. In other words, people like me. :)

I haven't done that many bad things in my life. Nothing too extreme. But I have hurt people I loved. And I do torment myself over it. Have not forgiven myself. But, in my defense those people hurt me badly too, and they don't seem to feel an ounce of remorse or hold themselves the slightest bit...

I often drink to cope. That isn't to say I need alcohol to deal with frightening or stressful situations, because I've faced terrifying life threatening dangers more than once, and dealt with it alone, head on and stone cold sober. But the point is, later, when the dust settles and smoke clears...

I've had pretend phone conversations. I know there's nobody on the other end, but that's how lonely and anxious I can get. I live alone and I don't work, don't date, really don't have any friends or family to call, and no social life. Many months can pass and I won't speak to a soul other than...