Same thing here. I am scared of growing up...but then again I contradict myself as in a way I can't wait to grow up as well..and graduate and have a life of my own. Things are complicated right now especially with my studies in the way. 2 more years and then hopefully I'd be able to have a life...
it's never too late to change your life alex. We know that deep down inside of you there is a strong desire to be different than what you are now. Teaching english abroad seems like a good idea so keep on working towards your aim.
P/s: Cut back on the weed :p
yeah it was better for you to have sent the letter, at least you know now how she feels about you. Ah well, love is indeed crazy. It makes us do things that we wouldn't normally do.
distance. but when we're together everything just seems to go so well and it's just a great feeling..but then again we're apart most of the time.. and this time probably even up to a year if not more :( it sucks i'm telling you.