Recent content by FaeGrl30

Hey, Bones. ^_^ Yep, it was pretty messed up, but I'm moving on from it now. Thanks for your kind words! I came here to actually remove the post, as it was just a venting moment and not so important to take up space. But it won't let me edit it and I don't know how to remove it. Darn! Should be...

Ah, I see. Thanks for clarifying that, Phaedron, I had wondered. If we are to be a Hologram Light being for immortality, then I really REALLY choose sex. lol. I rather be a solid being that can feel and touch, regardless of sex or not. I'd miss soft and warm blankets in the winter or the feel...

Erm, I think that's not allowed too in this scenario? o_O No sex means no sex, right? That is sex... it's called "solo". XD

Sorry, Gutted. I'm a wall of text, nothing simple about me. :p Just ignore it and move on then. I don't mind. ;) In fact, I had a feeling that a few many not want to read all of that... that's why I went with it, because I'm not interested in blurb-ing that part of my life and situation...

Thanks, condemnedsoul666, for the welcome. :)

Nope, not really. ;^_^ I could try... "friendship that didn't work out, because friend was too controlling". But, that leaves out a lot and doesn't explain it fully. If I start a summary, I'll fall into another huge thread just for that summary. I'm sorry, but it's a complicated situation and...

Nope. I wanted to join the Army and then become an FBI Agent as a kid. That never happened. Instead I become a writer, which was my third fall-back choice that I figured I would become in my elderly years, after being an FBI Agent. So, my life didn't turn out the way I planned. :p But I had one...

Sex... I didn't have to think about that one. LOL! I rather not live forever, though the idea of living forever to learn everything there is to learn is highly tempting! ^_^ But I choose sex. :p

Ha! Thanks, perfanoff! :) I do try to warn that I write in walls of texts, I can't help it. I'm a novelist at heart. lol. But, I often get that reaction that my wall of texts are good and entertaining... and it's flattering every time! So, thank you so much! ^_^

I've battled depression for many years, fifteen years to be specific. One of the things I learned in therapy is to FEEL it and go through it, not to cover up the pain or pretend it isn't there. That's the trouble, many people feel the pain and think, "I have to stop this NOW!" but it's rarely...

Yeah, I love Zaeed! Though, he dies too quickly in battles, it's annoying. LOL!

Thanks, Barbaloot! :) And I agree with your status... kittens are VERY cute. ^_^

Well, since I seem to be in a posting mood on this forum today, I thought maybe I should share something that has been troubling me for the past four months. It's a drama filled and bitter tale, so you may skip it if you want. I don't mind. ^_^ (EDIT: And it's LONG too, a wall of text, if you...

Oh, ajdass1... I can relate a little. I am not trans, but it took me until age 21 to "come out" as bisexual to my friends and family, even though I knew it since I was 12. It was fear and well placed fear too! I did lose the two "friends" I had and upset some of my more religious relatives...

YEAH! Tell me about it. LOL! Yep, it's similar... that same feeling of "where is everyone???". It always hits me in the middle of my lonely day. In the mornings, I'm fine and enjoying my coffee. Then by noon, it seems like the house is too silent and I start trying to have conversations with my...