Recent content by Jazzbird

"Nice guy" doesn't necessarily mean NICE.From what I know, a nice guy is someone who treats every female like a queen and expects something in return.Sex, mostly.If you're geniunely nice, people will like you even more for it but if they sense desperation, they'll walk away.Being extremely nice...

Being depressed now I can see why my mom did the things she did but that still doesn't make them right.Things would've been much better for both of us if she didn't deny treatment. Of course I did! Exactly.I'm kinda stuck.I don't know what to do or how to do it and I guess I just got way too...

My whole goddamn bloodline is depressed! Mom was the worst.She didn't want to get help because she somehow kept making herself believe that everything was alright while taking all her frustration out on me.There was a point where she'd do it all the time and that really screwed me up.In the end...

It can be hereditary but not in my case.A lot of people in my family have social problems but I wasn't born with anxiety.There are certain.. events that caused it.On the other hand, a friend of mine was always like this and his mom has social anxiety..

Haha.Same here.Do I really have to walk around like a f-king clown? I used to joke around all the time.It was some sort of coping mechanism.Guess people got too used to it that whenever I look "neutral" they assume something terrible happened and I keep getting showered with questions. "Why are...

Hahaha no only 18 :D I'll never get old! My body will.. but it's the soul that matters!

Thanks!! :D You people rock!

Wow.Thanks people! Big hugs to you all =D

Haha =D Thanks.I never expected this.You just made my day!

I use hotmail.No spam.I used to get a good amount of Viagra mails but that was years ago :D Outlook does a great job at filtering.

If I were you I'd just roll the dice - (probably because I'd be too excited to think of anything at all but.. let's leave that out of this discussion now shall we?) Just because she's extroverted doesn't mean you have to know every popular spot in town.Different people have different lives. I...

Dude this is wonderful! Keep em comin' :D I think you might have encouraged me to start drawing again - I had given up on it for some time ;D I love the hawk and thanks for the "boring history lesson" - It's nice to learn something new :D

I see you have a tendency to misunderstand me.I'm not labeling anyone.I have social anxiety and I don't get to choose.Go to a bar and strike up a conversation? I can't even get out of the house unless it's an emergency and I absolutely have to. I'm just trying to shine some light here from a...

It is - if you don't have some form of mental ilness or anxiety disorder.These people don't get to choose much.It's way harder for them to maintain an active social life. I believe if you don't have any special "condition" you can put an end to your loneliness.You have to believe and really...

Throw logic out the window.It feels like everyone's watching me and judging me all the time.The way I move and do things is different.A little "weird" and I stutter a lot like Outcast.And the hands.. oh the hands.