Recent content by KotaMidnight

I'm not sure I'll want to be around ANY people on Valentine's Day.

I really do appreciate everyone's help. I guess I do need to quit isolating myself, but, fears aside, I just don't know if I can meet people. I have severe trust issues, and besides that, I've never initiated any friendship or relationship. I can't.

[/size][/font]So, it really hurts seeing that all my friends are with someone. It's not jealousy, it just reminds me that I'm alone. And it really hurts when they go do stuff with their "someone". Again, it's not jealousy, it's just a painful reminder that I'm alone. I just wish someone had the...

Right now, I'm thinking a lot. I have friends that are good friends, except they leave me behind when they go do stuff. I'm all alone, no one understands me really. They always ask me "what's wrong ?" or "are you okay ?". Everyone except me has someone, and I'm constantly reminded. I think I cry...

Location: Missouri Age: 18 Male