Recent content by LackingInspiration

I will do that. You do that too! Thanks so much! I have tried a variety of techniques over the years. But as I get older, hopefully I can get out of it more easily. The title seemed appropriate for me because there is this part of me that despises the weakness I so obviously have. It's a...

Thanks Tealeaf.

Well, thanks for your opinion. Yes, I realise I probably come across as silly and insensitive. I'll try to go with your suggestion. Thanks for the support. I did think I wouldn't be judged here of all places. But then everybody is entitled to their opinion. I can't even explain it, it's like...

So I am this really stupid person that has allowed for years on end to be deceived by this one guy who comes to me whenever he is bored or needs to know that he still has the "magic". I don't know why I act like this, or why I always want to believe him when he says he has changed, when I know...

I'd say I was picky, if I had something to choose from :P

bothered

That is so similar to how I am! And the music!

Hey. I always wanted a pen-pal. So in case you're still interested, PM me.

I really truly hope that is the case. I sometimes find myself sad because of it. Everything else, my family and my friends are fine. But on some level I still feel lonely. Again, I don't know if that is a problem with me, or if it's natural. But I don't see people around me perturbed by it. It...

I guess that's the problem? That I don't have enough to do? Thanks anyway.

Listen, things get bad like that. But it will be fine. Trust me.

Funny. That. Thanks anyway.

Thanks. I really want to believe that. But given how it's been forever since I was in a relationship that wasn't self destructive, it doesn't seem right. It's when I get so down and out I feel pathetic about myself, of how sorry my life is. It's like there are two people in my head >.>

Because in that case, I definitely am. I don't know for how long I have craved a proper happy relationship with somebody. But I don't have it. All my friends seem to have them, except me. Makes me wonder if something is wrong with me. Or if I am making a big deal out of nothing.

Because sometimes you have to bother? :/ What's the matter?