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Unfortunately, I had a guy like this stuck on me for the longest time and I couldn't shake him. At first I went with him because he was very polite and charming, but when we moved in together, it was like Dr. Jekyll became Mr. Hyde! We broke up after four months, but re-united five years later...

Thanks for all of the responses! :D This time actually, I kept forgetting to respond here, lol.

The closest I ever came to considering it was when I was 24 and living in a bad situation that constantly had me angry, sad and stressed out. Since then, I have a "fantasy" every now and then of if I did something, but it's only because something upset me and I'm thinking how peaceful it would...

I like celebrating other people's birthdays and getting things for them, but I feel uncomfortable when it's my turn, lol. I've noticed for my past few birthdays, that I have made myself scarce to people so they couldn't sing the "Happy B'day" song to me. Somehow, that really embarrasses me...

Hmm, the eras of time that things have gone really great in my life seem to be deemed more in terms of months, because there was always some new thing to be unhappy about, lol. I've never had a great year, per se, but it's probably like that for most people? The year that sticks out to me the...

Within the last few months, I've bought exercise equipment, got a new iPod and wireless headphones (music keeps me moving!), got back on Jenny Craig, have scheduled to see a physician for an exam (I have an "iffy" thyroid), have been to the dentist and am considering some light cosmetic dental...

What's kind of weird is that it wasn't always this way. I got lots of crap when I was in elementary/middle school and I was like, "Pff, whatever!", but in high school, it was like I had no skin anymore! I became so phobic of it, you'd think one derogatory statement would make me drop dead :P.

Sorry if there is already a thread like this out there, but I wanted to bring something up that I have such difficulty with. Whether it is publicly socializing or typing something into a forum, I am so...what's the word..apprehensive I suppose, about how what I am communicating will be...

Thank you for the welcomes (also to the people who may yet post; haha, I'm so lazy :P)! I'll be on guard 'round mintymint; they say to watch out for those nice ones, hehe jk. :D

Hi everyone! I just found this site the other day and after reading through some posts to try to get a feel for the site, I decided to join :shy:. I'm 28/F and currently live in California, USA. The past few years of my life have been pretty lonely, as my social life has been somewhat of a...