Lately I've been emotionally digging, call it the male desire to fix things or solve problems.
I've come to a theory that a large part of what led me here is having a BPD mother. It's possible I avoid 'the chase' for fear of ending up with someone 'just like ma'. It's usually after I've spent...
N00b here, throwing in my 2d. Raised mostly by my mom even though it was a 2-parent until I was 15. Part of my situation I rationalized by thinking I would be the opposite of what my dad was, and also I had traumatizing encounters involving classmates and teachers, co-workers and management.
I...