Recent content by Lonely_girl

Iam lonely as hell too in London, 28. Its driveing me mad no friends. I go everywhere on my own, I use to always go clubs on my own and Iam a girl. But aint been for years, dont know anywhere good anymore here and I dont drink alcohol. Usualy just go concerts on my own these days

Wow Victor reading your story is very similer to reading my own life too! Very much all the same! But Iam 28 now and I have tried so many things to change but always end up back to square one, going in circles like you explained. so now I just lost all motivation in anything. I can relate to...

That was sureal! I hope you have a better dream tonight. I had a very strange dream 10 years ago when I was going through my worst time of depression. I never in my life will forget this dream. I was face to face with someone, but his face was not like human atall, his eyes was a bright blue...

Im 28 and know just how you feel. I get alot of problems because Im quiet and a good person, that really goes against me in jobs. Iam 28 longest I been in a job is 6 months, every job I had all my life has been problems with managers and people at work not keeping me on or not likeing me because...

@LGH Iam so sorry about your cat, its so heartbreaking. I do appreciate your info, I never knew my fear had a name or was common. I never heard about it before. So what do you believe is afterlife? You are lucky you have a good attitude about it with no fear

And No, I do not want medical treatment! Iam even scared to have a pet because I cant bare the heartache of it dieing.

Ok, I think maybe deep down I fear it so much more because Im liveing a lonely life. I think life is a precious gift, but all my life its been lonely. When Im doing something out with a friend I feel better but thats once in a long while. My only 3 friends I got are all married with kids. I...

No I dont. And I dont know what would get that fear away

Neither! No job, no profession, stuck home everyday bored out my mind.

Busy Lonely London

Besides my issues, when I do have the odd good day or if I feel to be happy, I cant be happy because I have this fear of death and it will always make me feel upset and drag me down:( I believe in God, always pray, Iam Catholic but maybe not that confident in it. I dont know... Im scared to be...

Hi Im doing ok thanks, since finding this site now.

Suprised to just find this site and know others feel like me