Recent content by maggiemae

Thanks for your words of support and advice guys. Ive decided to give it a go and brave this party, for a little while. I think Lonesome Crow is right, I need to get out of my comfort zone. Brian, I dont like drunk people either and probably at any other time in my life I would say exactly the...

Hi everyone. Why do I find it so hard to do the things that "normal" people take for granted. Ive been invited to a party tonight, and as I dont get many invitations, I decided I am going to make the effort and go. But its now started off a battle in mind head whereby I know I should go in an...

Im listening to 30STM cover of Kanye West's "Stronger". I discovered it on youtube only a few weeks ago, although its a couple of years old now. I love it, its haunting

Thanks everyone for the warm welcome, it really is appreciated Evanenscence - Ive been researching fixed fantasies on the internet and I was surprised how many other people have these fantasies as well. For years I thought I was alone and a grade-A fruit loop. I still think Im a...

Just wanted to say hi to everyone and introduce myself. Im Maggiemae, Im 40 and have been a loner most of my life. Its not who I want to be but its who I am and Im still trying to come to terms with it at 40. Its seems to be just one more thing to add to my list of personality disorders, along...