Recent content by Matty

Very good question.  I kind of understand "unneeded," but "used?"

Don't know where I'd be w/o a gym.  It doesn't completely solve the "L" problem, but it certainly does help.  Wish I could get there nights, specifically Friday & Saturdays, because that is when I'm at my worst.  Although, the woman I'm lonely for works there; so I'm not sure.

I've had the lack of enjoyment lately, and it seems as if there isn't an end to it. Just one relentless day after another. It's not very fun because what is the point of life if all the fun is sucked from it? I just barely manage to get from day to day.

Welcome Bookish73. I used to read many books. I've been too scatter-brained lately to concentrate on a book. Too worried about being alone forever and never experience life w/a soulmate.

I really identify with the feeling that everyone around me is busy living his or her life and can't or won't bother with me.  I'm not able to work for a living because my disability makes it hard.  So my life has been pretty much stagnant since graduating from college and I'm just waiting around...

Your cat has an awesome name.  He must be one cool cat, just like I am.

My Primary Care nurse suggested I take melatonin right before bedtime to help with insomnia, and it works wonders. I get it over-the-counter, and its usually shelved with supplements. I turned my mom onto it, and it works wonders for her, too.

I'd like to work 90 hrs/wk if I could. It'd definitely help to keep my loneliness from becoming extremely unbearable at times. This is no way a lecture on appreciating what one has. I'm the last person who should lecture on that topic. Unless a person really hates his or her job, having...

My name's Matt.  I live in Dubuque, Iowa in the United States of America.  I am 38 yrs old and have cerebral palsy, anxiety, depression, and Crohn's Disease.  My CP has made it difficult to work for a living, so I permanently unemployed.  Not many people truly understand what happens to a person...