Hate is the only way to live! It encourages wanting to be better but will you ever be better? That is the problem! In this life you never stop working and the worse part is...You might hate yourself forever! It is a horrible truth! I have accepted though and you may have also or may also one...
I cannot stand to see myself happy at all! I do not know if it is because of my childhood or the people around me or what! When I laugh or smile at someone I feel like a witless slut and I can't stand it! I feel like if I tell people about my happiness, I feel like I rub it in their faces while...