Recent content by nomisfive

Hey... That's horrible to hear. There's nothing worse than being trapped in a suituation that feels/is forced and not being able to go anywhere or really do anything about it. I wish I could help you because it's not a place in life a person should be. You are not useless. You feel isolated and...

I do the same when I get depressed. Always running myself down for no reason and criticising myself on everything I do. I suppose it is the loss of self esteam that comes with depression, and that doesn't help the mind at all but that's the curse people like you and me have to suffer, no matter...

Even though I don't know you I find that hard to believe. I am sure that if I did know you I could point out some things that you are good at. I know how it feels though becasue sometimes I even feel that the things I am good with I am useless at, when it's not true. I get the impression...

Ah! Your wallpaper is of M31 and M32 (the Andromeda galaxy), a lovely choice. :D

I'm feeling terrible right now. I feel that I've lost all hope and the will to be strong and to keep hoping that all will turn out alright in the end. I spent most of my evening being confronted with past mistakes, things I considered to be over and to be left in the past. It has made me feel...

Thanks :) There will always be hugs when needed or not but especially so when it all seems too much.

It's not easy and it only makes things feel worse too but you can't help it. I know I can't. When the tears come everything comes out. Some hugs for you

That is a very positive attitude you have there Lucas, It is how I used to be too. For years I was happay and content being on my own. Sure I cried from lonliness every now and then and dark thoughts would arrive during a depression but now I've lost all that and can't see anything in a positive...

I'm thinking that I am a waste of space.

I am the same when it comes to a gathering of people. The last time I felt very lonley like that was at a fan meet of a metal band. I thought it would be easy to talk to these people since we all liked the music and that I also posted on the message board but I was completely ignored. Only the...

Hey, thanks :shy: I rare get called that and I'm a "he" by the way. ;) I used to watch the scrooge mcduck cartoon all the time, loved it. The original comics are better though.

There's no need to bash me on the head for being honest :P

As I am new here and do not know anyone or have any friends on here I would have to say that I would not use it if I no longer felt lonely or had a girlfriend or a close friend to spend time with.

Gosh your story sound so like myself Jesse. I only my frist really close experience with a woman at the age of 23. There as no sex but the feeling of being close, holding hands, cuddling and the odd kiss was live changing for me. Before that I was totaly fine with who I was an accepted that...

Sundays are the hardest days for me becuase what a Sunday means to me is a day to spend with those you love, more precisely with a girlfriend, a day to go out and do something nice and relax in the evening. I don't have that so it does sit on my mind a lot and brings me down.