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What a muppet I've been...

Maybe loneliness might be an effective tool for introspection. It might lead to realising various meanings of existence. In some cases somebody may even find his/her true path of life. On the other hand, what is the validity of knowing when you cannot share it with anyone. Depending on the...

I am enjoying the road. Although lately it has been most of the time dark, I still can feel the road under my feet. I like the existence, so I must accept my life with it's features also.

Located in Newcastle nowadays.

It's best to be a human being and able to feel something even anxiety. At least that way you are able to prove you exist. At least then it matters. Either we can always run away in pain or just stay around in completely loved state of mind. The point is that it's just part of the journey. And...

Constant inner pain, anxiety, and hope (for some reason). It's quite easy to believe in something that feels good, but I guess it is even easier to just let it go. I'm living in a strange world, but I ain't making it more normal or balanced through my existence.

Not big fan of the life part. Yes, reincarnation is a part of my believes. "Blade running" was meant to be a metaphore for the absolute impossibility of human life itself. So in a way or other, everybody have to struggle and crawl, now and then, when trespassing here. It doesn't mean that it...

I do not have the answer but a strong suspection of it:) Life is (in chronological order from the top to the bottom): The beginning "Blade running" The expected end And re-try So don't take this too seriously. Just try to solve out my head after a heavy day. This has been a good thread...

Lonesome Crow mentioned an interesting description of God (if I understood it right) that unconditional love is the form of God. I wanted to grab on this because it brings up more universal meaning of love. And it also sets up even more interesting question: is love somekind of frequency that a...

This is a question that most of us probably don't hear too often. It just doesn't belong to "the approved list" of general discussion topics, I guess. If this question is brought up e.g. during a lunch break, it might cause a long and disturbing silence. At least, based on my experiences and...

There are many good posts in this thread that contain same ideas. Quite much I feel unbalanced with myself when I think my mood changes that occur all the time. There is a huge difference between the high and low points of a day which makes the drop even rougher. I don't know does this make...

Thanks for your replies. Little_buddha brought up an interesting point about my approach. At the moment it's hard to find something paradoxical or dissonance between the quoted sentences. I truly do not think that alcohol or it's use as an excessive substance, would itself point out some lack of...

First of all - I am a new member at this board. I have few times before read some threads and it inspired me to register. English isn't my first language so there are and will be some grammar errors in my texts. For a start I would like to share my story and because I didn't find any suitable...