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People hurt me, stress me out, depress me, but then when i'm not around them I feel lonely. Can't live with them, can't live without them.

There's no way I could learn a new language right now. My memory is completely shot, thanks to depression. I can't retain much of my week. I've been trying to find a new hobby if only to distract myself but at lot of it relies on memory and motivation, neither of which i have right now.

Love Vigilantes by Iron & Wine ()

I'm feeling blank which is better than my usual depression and loneliness.

Numb. (Thanks, alcohol.)

I'm going to try antidepressants. I hope they work. I don't know what else to do if they don't. I hope I can get them soon.

Ditto. Just didn't work for me, even when I found a therapist I liked. I guess the only good thing it did was take some of the emotional burden off my friends.

people with same interests as me. I also tend to be drawn to extroverts but they don't like my introversion too much. haha

a friend.

You got to give a little, give a little And see it Like future people (Future People - Alabama Shakes)

Miss You - Alabama Shakes

A lonely, calm Sunday night. "I'm So Lonesome I Could [Write]" ()

Your Lovin' Is Easy - The Bamboos Before I Go - The Bamboos Sound & Color - Alabama Shakes Future People - Alabama Shakes Rise to the Sun - Alabama Shakes Both amazing bands but highly recommend Alabama Shakes. (edit: added links to each song on YouTube)

1. Baby Let Your Hair Down - Magic 2. Balearic Feeling- DJ Shah 3. Blister in the Sun-Violent Femmes 4. I've Got a Lovely Bunch of Coconuts - Merv Griffin/and The Lion King 5. Kingston Town - UB40 6. Boys of Summer - Don Henley 7. Sunlight again- Sensorica & Eva Kade 8. Coastal - Abram Shook 9. 10.

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