Recent content by rosa_desértica

Thanks, painter's radio, you put a smile on my face... lol... That's the movie. Now I realized my comment sounded bitter indeed and I guess I would rather never have met my ex :( Sigh... I hope someday I can recall all those beautiful memories so I'll be able to enjoy them someway. Hugs;)

That's me very often... I am reading a book which helped me a lot to overcome the fact that I am not able to find joy without romantic love in my life... Well, needless to say that I have to practice hard if I want to succeed:rolleyes:.

Good memories plus dead dreams is what I got left from him since breakup... Not a nice mix to cope with for more than 2 years. Pathologic grief here. As much as you let the past go the more chances you have to be free of pain... I read that many many times almost every day trying to overcome...

lol... No kidding! ;) Hugs for you and your little one

Same here! lol... I just would add phone calling a friend (the only one I have now) and falling asleep while watching TV for me:(.

I can relate. It seems like almost my entire life, I dealt with an existential crisis.

My heart goes out to you... I've been through that also. I know the feelings.

Depressed...

I think that I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up... Or if it just would be possible to get rid of this need to love and be loved and go on with living having inner peace.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure 'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings. In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings, Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven. Ooh, it makes me wonder, Ooh, it makes me wonder.

I use to read self help books.

I'm a newbie also but wanted to welcome you too!

Thank you lots!

Could you imagine that because social phobia I had my first boyfriend in my early thirties? I lived in despair for so many years and longing for having a relationship since very young age and even I had a few admirers that I was kind of interested in, I just avoided them all. It was crazy and...

Hopeless... Going through a middle age existential crisis... Struggling with the idea if it is possible for me having a fulfilling life with no romantic love because my age and that I'm still in love with my ex and now he's a new girlfriend. Positive things are that I love my job and have a few...