Recent content by tiezeehc

Yeah carrying on seems extremely pointless to me. I dont really have many hopes hahah

Exactly, so its all pretty pointless lol

Do you believe anything happens after you die?

Can I ask why youre still here then? I dont mean to sound harsh, Im just genuinely curious about what keeps you going.

Ill be turning 25 soon. I was addicted to drugs from 15 until around 22 and I think it numbed my emotions. I have to put way too much effort to slightly care about things most people naturally do. Ive been to multiple therapists and tried every drug they can give me with me previously being an...

Its the same for me, I have one friend left, hes days away and super busy with his own life so I always hate to be a bother. Its usually 4 or 5 days before he even responds lol. I was driving the other day and just had a sudden feeling of turning the car to the side and slamming into a tree. I...

No worries, its honestly just nice having someone to talk to. Ive been feeling alone for a while and it has been very hard keeping a smile on my face around my daughter. I say daughter but my ex has a 11 month old baby from a previous relationship ive grown to love as my own aswell. Its hard...

We had the mature conversation before I posted on here, she said it was because shes bipolar and when shes finally in a happy relationship she does everything she can to ruin it because she doesnt deserve to be happy. I definitely get that feeling but id never cheat on anyone, just end the...

Im not sure about that, ill look into it, thank you

I think their plan is to leave and let me keep the apartment, but even with 2 jobs i wouldnt have enough to afford this area so i wont even be able to stay here to keep my job. I have some web development skills that could pay more but all of the jobs in that field will take too long before id...

I do qualify for multiple programs but every one ive seen so far has a 1 to 2 year wait list minimum. I could definitely go to a homeless shelter or something like that, ive done it before, but id lose custody of my daughter real quick and i dont really see the point if that happens

Her job pays enough to pay for our apartment by herself. My job doesnt so i wouldnt be able to afford to live here alone anyway.

Just found out my girlfriend is cheating on me. I want to leave her but i have nowhere to go and no one to talk to. I want to kill myself but i have a 5 year old daughter that i cant bear the thought of leaving. If i stay alive, ill end up homeless and wont get to see her anyway though. I have...