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I've tried that stuff it just doesn't work. I talk to people reach out. It never works.

I feel the same way but about women. I just keeping hoping I will find the one or get comfortable being alone because this is eating me like a dreaded disease. I find myself wanting to die. I just don't have the guts to do it. I'm not a bad person just a broken person. My heart has been broken...

I am a registered nurse and see people lose their loved ones frequently. I often wonder why a lonely 49yo man like myself keeps living when these folks loved ones suffer so much. I truly believe I'll die an old man alone. Why them and not me? Where is the justice in that? Do you know what it's...

I have a dog that means the world to me. He is my best buddy don't know what I'd do without him.

I have tried for years. It never changes I go home alone. It's like I'm watching a game but I can't play.

I have tried to build friendship and relationships. I think it's pretty obvious at this point I'm just meant to be a lonely man. I give up!!

I've been doing really good the last 2-3 weeks then just all at once I feel lonelier than I've ever been. Does this happen to anybody else? Nothing has really changed. Guess I don't understand.

Solitary my friend I certainly believe it's very normal to want that interaction with someone. I know I struggle with the same thing daily.

Had a friend tell me about my first wife cheating. I was very thankful he did. It hurt like hell but I needed to know. He only told me when he knew I was ready to hear it. It had only been two days since he caught her in the act. I am happy I had afriend like Tommy no telling how much grief he...

Sorry to hear you've lost so much. I can relate to feeling sorry for myself and feeling bad because people around you have lost so much more. My brother and his wife lost their only two children 5 months apart. Prior to that I was really wallowing in self pity. Those two events made me realize I...

Of course you need them. I have to agree sometimes all we can really offer is our love and a listening ear. Trust me I've found out in the last couple of weeks I've been here what it means to hear people tell you they care when your really down. You may not be able to help the situation but just...

Lonekiller I think you maybe correct. As a health care professional I certainly see that there's something wrong. This may just be clinical depression. Could be bipolar disorder. Either way I'm making an appointment to see my MD in the morning. Hopefully I can get in pretty quick. I want to...

I get to feeling better then all these feelings and thoughts come rushing back in and BAM I'm right back at the bottom. I've tried to be positive and it's like I can for a few minutes or maybe an hour then just out of nowhere it hits me again. It's like mean cruel cycle. I just want to get off...

Thanks to everyone for their encouraging thoughts. I am continuing my struggles. I know this isn't gonna get better quickly. I may take some of you up on the offer to send a pm. I know if I don't talk to somebody I'm a dead man. Deep inside I guess I want to live. Just my life history has taken...

I read what you guys write and I tell myself it's the truth yet I am laying in bed crying like a baby. I'm a 48 yo man and I don't know what to do. I can't even think straight. I've made such a mess of things. I wasn't always like this. I just see no purpose. I once had goals and dreams. I don't...

Lonesome I'm sorry your going through that stuff. I'm happy your there loving your daughter. Now to suicide. My brothers son shot himself with my brother standing outside his door. I've seen the pain and felt the pain that suicide creates. If it wasn't for that I probably would have already done...

Lonesome not sure what your problem is but certainly didn't mean to offend you. Lonekiller I think of it everyday. I don't know if I will or not. I'm closer than I've ever been. I'm also a chicken honeysuckle not sure I have the guts. Actually been researching it but don't have a definite plan yet...

I just don't think I can live another day

Because I'm beyond help. I just want to crawl back in a hole.

I give up this **** life sucks. I don't want be in it anymore. I find people I love that say they love me then there gone. I'm broken and obviously not worthy of being loved. Thank you to the nice people of this forum. Wish I had found it earlier. Goodbye