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I'm hoping for love after all this time and trying for a long-time to find someone it's hard to believe that one day I'll ever find that loving relationship.

I thought at least I had closure I've accepted that a loving relationship, marriage, having a family of my own just isn't in the cards for me. I struggle to even establish any type of connections let alone romantic ones. Even though I've accepted this reality it still doesn't stop from the...

I saw my ex in hopes that maybe there would be some change. But I just came away like honeysuckle. I felt like I was begging for scraps any little bit of attention from her. I've been single most of my adult like and I don't what it feels like to have someone that actually loves you and wants to be...

Happy Belated Birthday and your posts hits close to home.

Ive been rejected more times than I can count online dating sites do nothing for me other then confirm that attempting to find love is just an excercise in futility.

I have thought about ending my life on several occasions at one point in my life it was all I thought about. My family and fear of the unknown.

I think the above comments are pretty dismissive like I said she may not agree but for myself if I didn't understand why a particular thing upset someone I wouldn't tell them that there are worse things in the world or that I don't understand why an adult would care about this particular thing.

To be honest your responses did come off dismissive. If someone created thread saying they were unhappy about spending the holidays alone I wouldn't respond with Christmas is mostly for children and isn't something that everyone celebrates so I don't see the big deal. I can appreciate that all...

Adults do celebrate their birthdays even stranger some even have parties held in their honor. That's pretty cool

I get that isn't a big deal for everyone and no it isn't end of the world to be alone on your birthday. But not everyone shares your viewpoint and for me I don't think it's shitty to wish you could just a little acknowledgement that it's your birthday.

With the exception of a few texts from my immediate family I usually spend my birthdays having dinner and a drink alone. How does everyone else spend their birthdays when you basically don't have anyone?

These dating apps are absolutely soul-crushing unless you're incredibly good-looking, get lucky, or have an incredible confidence to make it through all the rejection.

The weekends are hard for me because I occasionally I'll see an event I would like to goto, a movie I wanted to check out, or a restaurant I wanted to try. But than I remember what's the point of just going somewhere filled with people while feeling utterly alone.

I cry myself to sleep nearly everyday and I've stopped believing a long-time ago things will get better.

I've tried therapy and even anti-depression medication neither one of these treatments are for me. The sad thing is that in my work I deal with a lot of mental health patience and seeing what they go through made me realize a lot of doctors counsellors actually seem to make their patients worse...

I know I don't want to die but everyday it's becoming harder and harder to keep pushing, to keep hoping that things will turnaround for me. I'm just a pathetic piece of honeysuckle I have so much self-hatred for being, for being unable to fix my life, for being a coward and just ending it.

I belong to a few meetup groups mostly photography related but ultimately I backed out didn't think I had the expertise to really be apart of the group.

I guess I'm here like most of us don't have anyone that is close to me. So I came to chat with other people in similar situations.