Search results

Tonight I went to the dam a few miles from my house. its actually a reservoir for a larger dam. anyway I layed in the bed of my truck and looked up at the stars, and listen to the rushing water flowing from the dam. So much lately has been getting to me, I feel more Alone now then I have in my...

Within the last week or so, we moved my little cousin in with us, mostly because she needed a safe place to go, as her life has been a tragic one like mine. I fear she may have PTSD like me, altho not as extreme, I fear she has it.  But since she has been here, She has made me realize just how...

To me Aug 10th, is the most miserable day of my life. Why because it's my birthday, And I hate it. I hate hearing Happy birthday, because it just isn't a happy one it never is. tomorrow I will be 31. and I feel so miserable. I always thought my life would be better. but No matter how much I try...

Everyday seems to be the same over and over again. If it wasn't for telemarkerters I would sometimes feel like I didn't exist. I wish that was a Joke. Ther are times when I feel like I just want to run away to another place where no one knows me and start over. But that doesnt solve the fact...

I stumbled on this site hoping to find people like me, My Life has been a disaster since I was born Literally. and since then Its been one tormented challenge after another. In short I have PTSD, and I am Disabled because of it, and I have no friends. Other than my parents, My family has nothing...