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This is going to be pretty long and probably depressing. I just want to get this off my chest and know if anyone has been through the same/how they dealt with it (tl;dr/my questions at the bottom): My friends and I were making YouTube videos. We had a pretty big number of subscribers. I went...

This reminds me of myself a few years ago. I had pretty similar experiences at school, bullies and lack of friends etc. I used to be scared of anyone who talked to me and always felt jealously at couples; Trust me when I say women are nothing to be scared of and I garuntee you a girlfriend is...

Animals as Leaders are pretty great, it amazes me how people can be that good at their instruments. I saw a video on YouTube of a guy doing a vocal cover of them, was rather hilarious:

So, i'm currently at college with a small group of friends. This coming summer they'll all be leaving for university, whilst I am staying back an extra year due to drastically changing my course. Right now I'm comfortable, but I know what it's like when everyone around you is a stranger and...

Thank you all for the kind welcomes. Apologies for the really late reply, for whatever reason I was extremely anxious to check up on this thread (to be honest I was (stupidly) expecting to be hated) and basically ran away, so it is really warming to see exactly the opposite of what I feared...

Well, this sounds like a good old case of being bad at talking to people, and I for one am on the same boat. Much of what you describe I have experienced. I imagine if I keep going the way I'm going I will lose the few people I know to time too. When I am with people I have no idea what to say...

So, I am not the most avid poster, but I did notice a distinct lack of music here (though those that I did hear were fantastic). As such, I thought I'd help fix that by sharing my creations too. Been writing since I was ~ 12, so 5 odd years. Obviously there is lots of room for improvement, but...

This kinda stuff is pretty common, especially in depression. For the longest time I had myself convinced I was a failure and worthless. That delusion was caused by a single event, afterwards I basically had tunnel vision, only seeing the things that would reinforce my delusions, making it...

I remember scrawling "SLAYER" in big red permanent marker on my locker door. I thought it was perfectly reasonable, but seeing as my school had zero tolerance to graffiti the teacher standing directly behind me watching wasn't exactly pleased. Needless to say I was nearly thrown out.

I can relate to a lot of this. I used to have no want for money, sat around all day doing nothing and I too think everyone is just straight up better than me. I also really suck at making friends - I couldn't really say I had many if any. However, you sure don't sound pointless. You say you try...

Well this sounds like me through and through. I can tell from this post you are worth significantly more than you think you are. You have no reason to feel guilty; comparing yourself to anyone is pretty much not worth doing as there is always counter-arguments. I garuntee there are people better...

So, I've been reading around this forum for a few weeks and have finally decided to make a post (though it may well be my last as I'm more of a listener). First and foremost I feel the need to say how much respect I have for those on this forum. I have read a lot of stories, and it is truly...