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I'm feeling a little bit better, although my situation has gotten much much much worse. I don't know why I'm feeling better? It might be because I have severe seasonal depression and it was still snowing when I wrote all of that.... Just because I feel slight better doesn't change anything, I...

I know I need help, but I can't do anything about it...... I have tried to reach out multiple times but it always gets ignored or the other person falls asleep on me... it's scarred me. I can't reach out without the feel of loneliness. I have severe abandonment issues. I stayed afterschool one...

I'm honeysuckle out of luck... some stupid ass kids shot paintball guns at two of my tires and slashed the rest....for NO REASON. And i'm still in high school, paying for insurance with a part time job. Can't afford to pay for new tires. I have school to worry about too....

One word.....? Money. Financial issues. or maybe just honeysuckle out of luck.

Thanks for all of your messages with hope.:] I don't know why, but I have a hard time communicating. I can talk about things that are bothering me on a superficial level. I can't delve any deeper...and it's really getting to me. I want to scream. I want to let everyone know what's going on, but...

Thanks for the advice:] I can't talk to people about it....I always talk in a roundabout way. I'll mention things that are tangent to the point, but never pierces the true problems... I have a hard time expressing my emotions so.......

I don't know about anyone else, but I know that I do.............and I hate this feeling more than anything else.

I've constantly had suicidal thoughts for five years. They come and go, each resurgence worse than the previous one. I usually chicken out, but I've gotten so close to OD'ing on pills.....I don't want to live like this. Everything is stressing me out........

Just something I drew while thinking of this website.....

I am only 17, but I'm already sick of life... I was forced to grow up quickly as a little child. I could only see my parents for 2 hours on a Sunday. They spent the rest of the week working. They've been working hard to support their family. Because they emigrated from Korea they had to...