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Do I ever want to die? Every night as I go to bed I hope I don't get to wake up. Every morning I wonder what went wrong and what have I done to deserve this punishment. The pain inside transcends the psychological and translates into physical pain. Do I ever, Do I

At the risk of sounding defeated and irresponsible, after visiting more shrinks and therapists than a phone book. I find peace and solace in alcohol and select drugs. A numbing combo. With any luck I will drift away one day or get so fed up that any inhibition from suicide will subside and I...

I can totally relate to you. So very sorry to read your post, but glad you had time to get to know him and have him with you forever. I lost my Dad 9 years ago and I can tell you a day has not passed by without thinking of him and how much I miss him. As dragging as it may sound, I do not...

Unbelievable, where can one go to get away from nastiness. Sorry I posted in the first place. Probably not the place for me. Cut my losses short.

I hear you, thought about it so much. This woman hurt me so bad. First, the adultery. Then when I confronted her, she told me she didn't love me anymore. I just could not believe my ears. She made fun of my body and told how much better it was with those other men. Somehow, some way immaturely...

I have opened my heart to many, I mean MANY. Some were indifferent, some hurt me very bad. When I've and continuously pray to the Lord, I truly 1000% mean it. No, I do not expect a voice, signal oe "email". I go to bed just about every night praying for help, thinking and hoping for inspiration...

As pathetic as it sounds, the reason I am here and posting regarding my most dark, embarrasing issues is because this is it for me. I have NO ONE else to talk to. How sad and pathetic is that? Friends and (internet) acquaintances come and go, but my pain remains. I've been working hard in...

Beans and Ghost, I am not afraid of responsibility or commitment or eating some lead. I meant it. The pain in life, the everyday thought of feeling alone and betrayed is just pushing me to the edge. Why I am here? why do I bother posting my inner most secrets and pains?..... I am convinced I am...

I have been taking MANY steps, I am 44 and feel running out of time. If I can make it, what is the point? Don't tell me it's the girls. At what point I am not Daddy anymore but just a sourpuss, who doesn't represent. There are many ways to make it look like an accident and make it look like...

I miss the touch of a woman so much it hurts, I miss the warmth, I miss everything. Seven years ago my "wife" told me she didn't love me anymore. I could not believe it. The conversation opened up the fact that she had a two year affair with her boss and several one night stands. I really wanted...

Being ignoed??!! Happened to me in this board today........... Does it hurt? You betcha Does it get better with time? Nope What can one do? ..... a human can only take so much indifference, a human can only be alone for so long before the benefits of trying to be a good person and "try" to...

I know how you feel. Being ignored digs so deep into your mind, it is IMO, mentally scaring. It is like you don't matter, your opinion doesn't matter, your voice goes unnoticed. It hurts so much that it nails the purpose of this board, being lonely. Heck, I post here and some other boards and...

I do apologize if this question is too forward for a NewB. Based on some of the issues that many of us face here, have anyone care to comment the ultimate solution? By that I mean, killing yourself. I will be the first to say, YES. I have visited no less than three Psychologists and four...

Dude, you have some serious cojones. To find THE one, to talk to her about it and take the high road like you did is admirable. You could have taken the easy way out and do like others, think about yourself and yourself only. Convincing yourself that they wouldn't have lasted so you could...

It takes a strong person to admit they've been wrong. I am truly happy and envious (in a good way) that you've found love again. Good slice of inspiration for some of us in "the fog".

Funny how this world turns, you know? I had an encounter of chance with a female. Long story short, we start texting and emailing, we work in the same town, she is single and telling me how alone she was and I am telling her how alone I am. She is 34 and thinking she might never find THE one, I...

I am so sorry to hear about your situation and believe you have good advise up here. I do not know if I will be able to help much except the fact that I am on the very same condition you are in, but I am on the male side. My advise would be that if you are on a deteriorating relationship that...

Thank you for the welcome, I hope I can be as much of a contributor as a student. To answer your question, the reason I placed married between " " is because technically I am. Papers say so and we live in the same house. My "wife" and I have not been intimate in over four years, very seldom...

I am new here and just wanted to introduce myself and listen to what others have to say and think. My name is Joe, male, 43. Currently "married" and looking for a way out into the world. I want to trust people and almost in every case end up being dissapointed or hurt. Yet, I keep doing it all...