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Sterling
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The times when I force myself to go interact with people, it either turns out okay or a complete disaster because I don't really talk. I don't talk due to the fact that I feel like I will say something stupid and make a fool of myself. The times when it is okay is when the other person does most of the talking, but in that case...they prolly think I'm some weirdo.
I'm not a good factor in it either because I'm more verbally abusive to myself than another person could be. And you see....when I get extremely upset with myself, I'll sometimes physically hurt myself. Nothing suicidal or anything...but still abusive. I'm embarrassed of myself.
I want a "significant other". I don't think that would cure my loneliness or anything, but I do want one. And yeah "you need to love yourself before someone else will love you"...I've heard it before, no need to hear it again. The phrase somewhat irritates me actually :/.
Sterling said:I'm fed up with guys just wanting one thing, then leaving when they don't get it or they guys who only want a size 2 cute little idiot. I refuse to dumb myself down just to get a guy.
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