AutumgGypsy
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Almost everyone on here can related to feeling uncomfortable around others. I know I do. But does anyone feel they make others uncomfortable? This is something I've noticed getting worse in the last couple of years. I can't tell if I'm so uncomfortable that I must make others feel the same. I feel I bring out the worst in people sometimes. Even those closest to me, like my parents and my boyfriend, seem to act strangely around me. Even when I try my best to be outgoing,talkative, and positive, the other people I talk to seem to always react negatively to me. My mother for example, is the most outgoing, energetic and talkative person I've ever known. When she's alone with me though, she's always distant, quiet and distracted. My boyfriend is always at ease with other people, but when we're alone he gets awkward, blunt, and nervous. My grandfather and my father have also gotten awkward and distant around me. And forget about the rest of my extended family. They all treat me like I am a loser and always hold double standard. I'm tired of being treated differently from everyone else, but I can never figure out what I'm doing wrong to get these reactions. When this happens, I get so upset and discourage that I withdraw away from people or return to being quiet.
This post has mostly turned into a rant, but if anyone has advice or ideas I'd love to hear it.
This post has mostly turned into a rant, but if anyone has advice or ideas I'd love to hear it.