Kindness35
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Hello Everyone!
I am new to this Forum. I am found this forum in my search online about loneliness. I am 35 year old female and I live North Carolina, USA. I do not have horrible life but I am very introverted and have a hard time understanding people. I hard time interacting with people. I am not sure if I like people altogether because I like being alone just not being lonely.
I have a family but I leave in two different worlds. One world is in my head where everything is how I like it to be. Where all my interactions are perfect. My conversations and relationships all end up like I want them to be. I make things happen in my head and not reality, but the realization that these positive interactions are only in my head is where the loneliness comes from. It really is not that I am surround by bad people, they are good in their own way. I just can not communicate my needs and want in a way people in my life understand. When I do talk I am never really sure if they are even listening or anyone is listening. I am not perfect and am flawed but I like that about myself. I attracted to that uniqueness and imperfections of others, I am drawn to it.
Well I guess that is my introduction.
I am new to this Forum. I am found this forum in my search online about loneliness. I am 35 year old female and I live North Carolina, USA. I do not have horrible life but I am very introverted and have a hard time understanding people. I hard time interacting with people. I am not sure if I like people altogether because I like being alone just not being lonely.
I have a family but I leave in two different worlds. One world is in my head where everything is how I like it to be. Where all my interactions are perfect. My conversations and relationships all end up like I want them to be. I make things happen in my head and not reality, but the realization that these positive interactions are only in my head is where the loneliness comes from. It really is not that I am surround by bad people, they are good in their own way. I just can not communicate my needs and want in a way people in my life understand. When I do talk I am never really sure if they are even listening or anyone is listening. I am not perfect and am flawed but I like that about myself. I attracted to that uniqueness and imperfections of others, I am drawn to it.
Well I guess that is my introduction.