Violette0033
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I stopped taking one of my mood stabilizers cold turkey, which is turning out to not be such a good idea. now I'm shaky on the inside and my mind is tumbling around a bit, like a washing machine. and I'm IMing with a friend, which will soon end and I'll be lonelier than before.
I think author Richard Bach ("Jonathing Livingston Seagull," "Illusions"") wrote that anyone can get used to being alone/lonely, but if you break if for an instant, you have to start all over getting used to it.
Which is to say ... yuck. and I want off my meds (3 for depression) b/c they make me lethargic and exhausted and gaining weight; a lot. And it's "that time of month" and weight gain makes me even more self-loathing than usual.
And I'm just sad and lonely and facing a weekend of nothing, as always.
I think author Richard Bach ("Jonathing Livingston Seagull," "Illusions"") wrote that anyone can get used to being alone/lonely, but if you break if for an instant, you have to start all over getting used to it.
Which is to say ... yuck. and I want off my meds (3 for depression) b/c they make me lethargic and exhausted and gaining weight; a lot. And it's "that time of month" and weight gain makes me even more self-loathing than usual.
And I'm just sad and lonely and facing a weekend of nothing, as always.