Jetiku
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So I was at my grandmas earlier today using her cam to take some pics when I found some old songs (and pics) of mine on her computer. I combined the two and uploaded them to youtube.... I was just wondering if anyone can relate to any of my songs or the emotions I was going through at the times I wrote them. Also I recorded an acapella while I was there as well. So these is my emotions sprawling over the last four years.
The Pain
The pain
Our Pain
This Pain
The deepest and the meanest
The most hurtful between us
If you dont remember what Im saying
Cause you never try
When I cried at night
You knew you knew
I was dying inside
You said
"What is it to me Im not with you"
What do you mean to me
You know what Im gonna do
I always wanted you
I always needed you
You turned away and said your love wasnt true
So what do you say
When I told you I was hurting
And what do you say that Im suppose to do
When Im swerving out of control
And what did you say that I was suppose to do
When I told you
I wanted out but didnt know how
I die a little bit inside
I died a little bit tonight
And as the candles lit your face
You stare blankly into space
I dont know what I can say
Words cant take action away
All your past mistakes lead the way
To todays heartache
You know exactly what it is Im saying
The pain
Our Pain
This Pain
Statutory Rape Song
I love you girl
I want to be with you
Im hurting
Im cursing
What it is that we do
Last thing I think of
At night
Is your face
When I wake up Im misplaced
Cause Im here
and youre gone
I want you but
Youre too young
Pain heartache
Why cant I take it
The same old game
Why cant I fake it
The misery
Of you missing me
Is rupturing
And Im bleeding
Im pleeding
Why cant we be seeing each other
Your mother dont like me
Despites me
Incites police to arrest me
Im detesting
I never did nothing wrong
All I did was fall in love
Thats tough shes not old enough
To be with me
Kids are *******
We're just hugging
Why am I being judged then
In The Memory
In the memory
Lost in the memory
I cant ever let go
Just quit
False dreams False hope
False contentment keeps me in the memory
Its like Im trapped
But its where I want to be
You see its where Im hiding
This is where Im residing
Its my grave Im lying in
Retreated inside
And I tried living outside but then
Everything fell apart
Left me in pieces once again
Now Im back in the memory
Curled up tight clutching onto my rosary
These feelings tonight are like when everything starts to fall
By one Im back on the bottle of Jack
Im back home in the memory
Series Of Short Poems A Capella
Ill be yours and that I swear
And when you need me Ill be there
I know we've hurt each other so much
But the past is gone And I havent gave up
I started this with a kiss
A little peck on your lips
The beginning of our relationship
You had alot of pain in your past
The things dont stay but the hurt still lasts
To this day you still feel kinda empty inside
I wonder why they ever would have made you cry
When I look into your eyes you know what I see
I see you looking back at me
Im in love
See theres this girl I cant be with
And I cant accept it
Cause I want to marry her
Give up everything just to be with her
Give her my love
My soul
My heart
But it wouldnt change a **** thing
And the pain si so sharp
Stinging down breaking my heart
The Pain
The pain
Our Pain
This Pain
The deepest and the meanest
The most hurtful between us
If you dont remember what Im saying
Cause you never try
When I cried at night
You knew you knew
I was dying inside
You said
"What is it to me Im not with you"
What do you mean to me
You know what Im gonna do
I always wanted you
I always needed you
You turned away and said your love wasnt true
So what do you say
When I told you I was hurting
And what do you say that Im suppose to do
When Im swerving out of control
And what did you say that I was suppose to do
When I told you
I wanted out but didnt know how
I die a little bit inside
I died a little bit tonight
And as the candles lit your face
You stare blankly into space
I dont know what I can say
Words cant take action away
All your past mistakes lead the way
To todays heartache
You know exactly what it is Im saying
The pain
Our Pain
This Pain
Statutory Rape Song
I love you girl
I want to be with you
Im hurting
Im cursing
What it is that we do
Last thing I think of
At night
Is your face
When I wake up Im misplaced
Cause Im here
and youre gone
I want you but
Youre too young
Pain heartache
Why cant I take it
The same old game
Why cant I fake it
The misery
Of you missing me
Is rupturing
And Im bleeding
Im pleeding
Why cant we be seeing each other
Your mother dont like me
Despites me
Incites police to arrest me
Im detesting
I never did nothing wrong
All I did was fall in love
Thats tough shes not old enough
To be with me
Kids are *******
We're just hugging
Why am I being judged then
In The Memory
In the memory
Lost in the memory
I cant ever let go
Just quit
False dreams False hope
False contentment keeps me in the memory
Its like Im trapped
But its where I want to be
You see its where Im hiding
This is where Im residing
Its my grave Im lying in
Retreated inside
And I tried living outside but then
Everything fell apart
Left me in pieces once again
Now Im back in the memory
Curled up tight clutching onto my rosary
These feelings tonight are like when everything starts to fall
By one Im back on the bottle of Jack
Im back home in the memory
Series Of Short Poems A Capella
Ill be yours and that I swear
And when you need me Ill be there
I know we've hurt each other so much
But the past is gone And I havent gave up
I started this with a kiss
A little peck on your lips
The beginning of our relationship
You had alot of pain in your past
The things dont stay but the hurt still lasts
To this day you still feel kinda empty inside
I wonder why they ever would have made you cry
When I look into your eyes you know what I see
I see you looking back at me
Im in love
See theres this girl I cant be with
And I cant accept it
Cause I want to marry her
Give up everything just to be with her
Give her my love
My soul
My heart
But it wouldnt change a **** thing
And the pain si so sharp
Stinging down breaking my heart
