beingnobody
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Unwanted. How many times have we all heard the depressed person describe themselves thusly?
Guilty.
4 A.M. drowning myself in a crater of leftover Pizza Hut ziti, long since gone cold., AGAIN.
I guess "unwanted" is not really the accurate term for the current mood. I know people do care ABOUT me, from a safe distance. But, for sure, noone derives any pleasure sharing my company,. Family included. At least not for any extended period of time.
So loneliness is my badge of exile.
Wish me well.
Looking forward to future encounters.
Guilty.
4 A.M. drowning myself in a crater of leftover Pizza Hut ziti, long since gone cold., AGAIN.
I guess "unwanted" is not really the accurate term for the current mood. I know people do care ABOUT me, from a safe distance. But, for sure, noone derives any pleasure sharing my company,. Family included. At least not for any extended period of time.
So loneliness is my badge of exile.
Wish me well.
Looking forward to future encounters.