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Terminus
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Greetings everyone!
I found this forum a couple of weeks ago, I can't really remember how, I was probably just feeling down and typing in random (not very positive) words on Google. Not quite sure why, but it lead somewhere at least!
Anyways, I thought I'd introduce myself, I'll try to keep it somewhat short.
My name is Rikard, I'm a 21 years old guy and I live in Sweden. I would say that I'm a very lonely person and it's definately not by choice. I guess I actually enjoy being by myself most of the time but I believe having at least a few really close friends is extremely important in life... sadly this seems to be too much to ask for.
I would say that I'm usually pretty social but I get really anxious and nervous around people I don't know, I've also been dealing with pretty severe OCD since I was just a kid, whice has limited me in many ways.
I never had too many friends in "real life", but I've had loads of great friends through the net. Sadly, most of the people I used to talk to, especially those I cared for very much, seem to have just turned their back on me.
So while my life situation isn't getting much better I'm trying not to give up hope. I know there are great people out there, and hopefully I will be able to meet a few here. I find it easier to talk to people who have gone through similar things.
As a person I'm usually pretty calm and quiet, I love talking to other people though and I try to be positive even though that is rarely how I truly feel.
Music is probably my biggest passion in life, my favorit genre is metal - all kinds! I can definately appreciate other kinds of music though. I play the guitar and the bass, neither very well but I still wish to be able to record music of my own one day.
My other interests range from things like computer games to art, history and astronomy... and sleeping of course! I can get excited about things pretty easily and I think life is about learning and experiencing as much as possible.
****... this became pretty long after all! Anyways, hopefully you know a bit about me now. If you think we have anything at all in common feel free to send me a message, e-mail or add me on MSN. You can find my e-mail in my profile.
Take care everyone! And nice to meet you all.
/Terminus
I found this forum a couple of weeks ago, I can't really remember how, I was probably just feeling down and typing in random (not very positive) words on Google. Not quite sure why, but it lead somewhere at least!
Anyways, I thought I'd introduce myself, I'll try to keep it somewhat short.
My name is Rikard, I'm a 21 years old guy and I live in Sweden. I would say that I'm a very lonely person and it's definately not by choice. I guess I actually enjoy being by myself most of the time but I believe having at least a few really close friends is extremely important in life... sadly this seems to be too much to ask for.
I would say that I'm usually pretty social but I get really anxious and nervous around people I don't know, I've also been dealing with pretty severe OCD since I was just a kid, whice has limited me in many ways.
I never had too many friends in "real life", but I've had loads of great friends through the net. Sadly, most of the people I used to talk to, especially those I cared for very much, seem to have just turned their back on me.
So while my life situation isn't getting much better I'm trying not to give up hope. I know there are great people out there, and hopefully I will be able to meet a few here. I find it easier to talk to people who have gone through similar things.
As a person I'm usually pretty calm and quiet, I love talking to other people though and I try to be positive even though that is rarely how I truly feel.
Music is probably my biggest passion in life, my favorit genre is metal - all kinds! I can definately appreciate other kinds of music though. I play the guitar and the bass, neither very well but I still wish to be able to record music of my own one day.
My other interests range from things like computer games to art, history and astronomy... and sleeping of course! I can get excited about things pretty easily and I think life is about learning and experiencing as much as possible.
****... this became pretty long after all! Anyways, hopefully you know a bit about me now. If you think we have anything at all in common feel free to send me a message, e-mail or add me on MSN. You can find my e-mail in my profile.
Take care everyone! And nice to meet you all.
/Terminus
