AlonelyCrumpet
Active member
I am 46 and have been drinking most of my life..............I have lost everything, moved to Texas from California for a new job and lost that too..............now I am struck here in Texas knowing nobody............all I have been doing the last years is drink everyday.......I know I am a alcohlic but am so afraid to go to a meeting............I have tried a few times but only made it to the parking lot, to afraid to get out of my truck. Why am I so scared?? I know if I dont stop drinking I will die...........I cant stop drinking and I am to afraid to go to a meeting . Can anybody help me??