Im not a 100% sure how too start this so im just gona jump right in.
Hi im Matthew im 17 and im from Ottawa Ontario, i moved here from quebec around 4 years ago and since then my life has been going down hill. ive been in and out of school till i was 16 and droped out and never really was sucesfull at making some social relationship here in Ottawa.
I used too have alot of friends and 2 very close one's too, my grades where never good but it wasnt because i din't understand the course or what not i just never crasp the concept of sucess in doing a good job on something. I was the kid that would do the big project and have it all done but never take it out of my locker and fail the thing,
i get yelled at by the teachers and my dad but i dint know what too think. anyways after i started missing school i went into therapy and thats when it all started you missed one day of school then two then three and before you know it your SOL and you just decide not too go anymore, i was loosing my friends gain a little weight then my mom moved out quit her job and went too Ontario and well i thought fresh start well i was wrong.
In ontario i started school and just never really got into it, nothing change i was missing school and there was nothing too stop me, My parents gave up on forcing me too school and my mother was in a worse reck than me just was not the best combo ever. I then got into this program at the hospital that helps kids get back into school, I met a few friends there, hope was even on the horizon but that fell threw just like all the other glimmers of hope
.
So now im here in Ottawa almost a adult have the equivelent of grade 9 highschool my moms is getting close too retirement and she woulnt be able too aford me and her on it im strugling too get the coffidence too apply too some jobs so i can at least help her and im just crying for some help, some people that i can just turn too for advice anything. I hope i can find some here ..
Sorry if i came on a bit strong i just had too write that out at least once even if its too strangers
Hi im Matthew im 17 and im from Ottawa Ontario, i moved here from quebec around 4 years ago and since then my life has been going down hill. ive been in and out of school till i was 16 and droped out and never really was sucesfull at making some social relationship here in Ottawa.
I used too have alot of friends and 2 very close one's too, my grades where never good but it wasnt because i din't understand the course or what not i just never crasp the concept of sucess in doing a good job on something. I was the kid that would do the big project and have it all done but never take it out of my locker and fail the thing,
i get yelled at by the teachers and my dad but i dint know what too think. anyways after i started missing school i went into therapy and thats when it all started you missed one day of school then two then three and before you know it your SOL and you just decide not too go anymore, i was loosing my friends gain a little weight then my mom moved out quit her job and went too Ontario and well i thought fresh start well i was wrong.
In ontario i started school and just never really got into it, nothing change i was missing school and there was nothing too stop me, My parents gave up on forcing me too school and my mother was in a worse reck than me just was not the best combo ever. I then got into this program at the hospital that helps kids get back into school, I met a few friends there, hope was even on the horizon but that fell threw just like all the other glimmers of hope
. So now im here in Ottawa almost a adult have the equivelent of grade 9 highschool my moms is getting close too retirement and she woulnt be able too aford me and her on it im strugling too get the coffidence too apply too some jobs so i can at least help her and im just crying for some help, some people that i can just turn too for advice anything. I hope i can find some here ..
Sorry if i came on a bit strong i just had too write that out at least once even if its too strangers
