I been waiting almost two week to meet and talk with my therapist. It was a lot easier to talk to her than my psychiatrist last year. She would ask the question and I would answer, and everything went great until I told her I don't have any friends....(a brief pause) then she said "well at least you have your girlfriend"! What? I don't have any girlfriend, wait how should I feel?
On the one hand, she think I should have a girlfriend, and on the other hand she remind me that I don't have a girlfriend. How should I feel?
Later on, I walk to the dining hall and some girl dress as a country girl and we walk past each other and she smile, and I try my best to smile. I don't really understand since she walk with her friend, and saw me and smile. There is something about a girl with a cowboy hat that turn me on, make me fall head over heel. I grab a drink a few second after and notice she was staring at me. I'm not sure what it mean? She is 2 inches taller than me, so that was awkward when there like so many tall white good looking guys. I turn away after all, wasn't sure if she was interested or not, but she sure was cute.
I haven't got stare by a girl since last year, so this is a good sign. Other than that, nothing much has change. I'm just going to watch scary movies in my room alone until Halloween past. Seeing that none of the floor mate care enough to invite me to do whatever it is that they do, I can glad I don't have to live here next quarter.
What do you guys think? I would approach her if I was certain she like me, though it not my first experience this year. I knew last year, a couple of girls like me, cause they approach me and we sort of flirt, but I had anxiety back then, so tough luck!
Having to lose friends is bad, but having to lose chances to date is much worst!
Maybe my confidence is soaring and girls notice that. I feel very comfortable being me now, as working out and building muscle has help my confidence severely. I no longer walk like I'm on a stick, I'm more grounded and my body is more well rounded, but I still wish I was tall though.
On the one hand, she think I should have a girlfriend, and on the other hand she remind me that I don't have a girlfriend. How should I feel?
Later on, I walk to the dining hall and some girl dress as a country girl and we walk past each other and she smile, and I try my best to smile. I don't really understand since she walk with her friend, and saw me and smile. There is something about a girl with a cowboy hat that turn me on, make me fall head over heel. I grab a drink a few second after and notice she was staring at me. I'm not sure what it mean? She is 2 inches taller than me, so that was awkward when there like so many tall white good looking guys. I turn away after all, wasn't sure if she was interested or not, but she sure was cute.
I haven't got stare by a girl since last year, so this is a good sign. Other than that, nothing much has change. I'm just going to watch scary movies in my room alone until Halloween past. Seeing that none of the floor mate care enough to invite me to do whatever it is that they do, I can glad I don't have to live here next quarter.
What do you guys think? I would approach her if I was certain she like me, though it not my first experience this year. I knew last year, a couple of girls like me, cause they approach me and we sort of flirt, but I had anxiety back then, so tough luck!
Having to lose friends is bad, but having to lose chances to date is much worst!
Maybe my confidence is soaring and girls notice that. I feel very comfortable being me now, as working out and building muscle has help my confidence severely. I no longer walk like I'm on a stick, I'm more grounded and my body is more well rounded, but I still wish I was tall though.
