I've been moved away from my closest friends, and when I went to visit, my best friend and I seemed to not get along. He was mad at me for some reason. We were staying in the same house and we never hung out. He never talked to me. I don't know what I did, but when i was away from him and felt lonely i could always remember that i had my best friend back at my old home. Now, i don't know what to think.
I have friends where i am now, but it's not the same. I never go out anymore. I just.....do nothing. I hate it. I hate myself. I'm sure one of the things that would help me out was if my dog was still here, but she got put down before we left, and now that she died i feel even more lonely, and what's worse is that i KNOW another dog would help me. I need a companion. I need another best friend that i can always talk to in the middle of the night when i'm feeling terrible; thats what Teddi was(my old dog) But no one seems to get that a dog will help me cheer up and be a happier person. I'd get out more. I'd have a good friend even if he wasn't human, it'd help immensly. But my parents are pricks.
I think i might snap soon. I feel like punching the wall and breaking down in tears. WTF is wrong with me, and when will this horrible feeling go away!
I have friends where i am now, but it's not the same. I never go out anymore. I just.....do nothing. I hate it. I hate myself. I'm sure one of the things that would help me out was if my dog was still here, but she got put down before we left, and now that she died i feel even more lonely, and what's worse is that i KNOW another dog would help me. I need a companion. I need another best friend that i can always talk to in the middle of the night when i'm feeling terrible; thats what Teddi was(my old dog) But no one seems to get that a dog will help me cheer up and be a happier person. I'd get out more. I'd have a good friend even if he wasn't human, it'd help immensly. But my parents are pricks.
I think i might snap soon. I feel like punching the wall and breaking down in tears. WTF is wrong with me, and when will this horrible feeling go away!