I honestly don't have anymore energy needed to meet a partner, as I am constantly repulsed by the way it ends up.
I mean for crying out loud, all I want is to have a genuine relationship, why does it have to be so hard? and why
when they are not into me, don't they just say so? in order for me to move on.
Everyone is so self-centered it is driving freaking insane, I became so tired of relationships, that I give up straight away.
Sometimes I just want to have a beer with one of my old married buddies and ask him "Dude how the fresia did you manage it?! It has been 10 years since I had my last serious relationship, just want to get married and have kids, but everyone suspects that I want sex"
I mean for crying out loud, all I want is to have a genuine relationship, why does it have to be so hard? and why
when they are not into me, don't they just say so? in order for me to move on.
Everyone is so self-centered it is driving freaking insane, I became so tired of relationships, that I give up straight away.
Sometimes I just want to have a beer with one of my old married buddies and ask him "Dude how the fresia did you manage it?! It has been 10 years since I had my last serious relationship, just want to get married and have kids, but everyone suspects that I want sex"