SilentLife
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Hello to everyone!
I am a 31-year-old man. I haven't been in a relationship (with a female) throughout my life. Thus lonely and single, and feel like a natural part of this forum.
More specifically. I am very very highly sensitive. And I feel this fact has effectively killed my life. There is not much I can do about it. I can't have many activities and be 'busy', things tire me easily, and also I get easily tired/frustrated of people and all the darkness in this world. So it can be said I am kind of a "no-lifer". But not on in the sense of living on the Internet, as in free time I like to walk in forest/nature a lot. Why? Because nature is away from the human society, civilization, and thus is more "pure".
In social interactions my sensitiveness can make me look like a retard. And has made me very unattractive. I don't fear to say things out loud though, when I feel the need. Also whenever I have feelings or fall in love, I tell that woman so. But they have none of it. Some have even been shocked that someone like me has dared to be 'interested' in her.
I have some what I would call really good friends though. But we don't meet particularly often, with many of them maybe once or twice a year. Everybody is "busy" you know, well, except me lol. I can't live a "busy" life, it would kill me, and I am not aspiring either as I can't see the point.
The biggest achievement of my life I consider that I have a stable job and basically can manage my life on my own without needing to rely on someone. So freedom in this sense.
OK, that's it for the short introduction.
I am a 31-year-old man. I haven't been in a relationship (with a female) throughout my life. Thus lonely and single, and feel like a natural part of this forum.
More specifically. I am very very highly sensitive. And I feel this fact has effectively killed my life. There is not much I can do about it. I can't have many activities and be 'busy', things tire me easily, and also I get easily tired/frustrated of people and all the darkness in this world. So it can be said I am kind of a "no-lifer". But not on in the sense of living on the Internet, as in free time I like to walk in forest/nature a lot. Why? Because nature is away from the human society, civilization, and thus is more "pure".
In social interactions my sensitiveness can make me look like a retard. And has made me very unattractive. I don't fear to say things out loud though, when I feel the need. Also whenever I have feelings or fall in love, I tell that woman so. But they have none of it. Some have even been shocked that someone like me has dared to be 'interested' in her.
I have some what I would call really good friends though. But we don't meet particularly often, with many of them maybe once or twice a year. Everybody is "busy" you know, well, except me lol. I can't live a "busy" life, it would kill me, and I am not aspiring either as I can't see the point.
The biggest achievement of my life I consider that I have a stable job and basically can manage my life on my own without needing to rely on someone. So freedom in this sense.
OK, that's it for the short introduction.