Hey all!
This is my second post, so bear with me please
Anyway, I’m a bit awkward around people—I disregard other’s feelings too often I think. I’m spending more time socializing now than ever before, I feel like an extrovert trapped in an introvert’s mind.
Yeah, I feel ignored. It makes me angry, and sad, but mostly ragingly mad, to the point where I’d actually like to hurt myself. Not in that way, but I wouldn’t hesitate to have a one-on-one bare-hands fight with a clone of myself. I’d seriously love that at times.
The thing about me disregarding others’ feelings probably follows from the premiss that I don’t think I can cause people to feel emotions; I’m just void to them. No one has ever really thought about me when we’re not together, I’ve never been stood up for, and I don't think I can cause girls to feel insecure ("does he like me?", "what if I say something wrong", etc).
The question, then, is why and how to fix this? :/
Thanks for reading!
This is my second post, so bear with me please
Anyway, I’m a bit awkward around people—I disregard other’s feelings too often I think. I’m spending more time socializing now than ever before, I feel like an extrovert trapped in an introvert’s mind.
Yeah, I feel ignored. It makes me angry, and sad, but mostly ragingly mad, to the point where I’d actually like to hurt myself. Not in that way, but I wouldn’t hesitate to have a one-on-one bare-hands fight with a clone of myself. I’d seriously love that at times.
The thing about me disregarding others’ feelings probably follows from the premiss that I don’t think I can cause people to feel emotions; I’m just void to them. No one has ever really thought about me when we’re not together, I’ve never been stood up for, and I don't think I can cause girls to feel insecure ("does he like me?", "what if I say something wrong", etc).
The question, then, is why and how to fix this? :/
Thanks for reading!