Hello Everyone. I just got into this forum.
Here's the problem.
Yes, I am kinda lonely...
The thing is ; I am actually a friendly person, will help ANYONE and will get out of my way to do so, I am great in school and am not a 'thug' type kid, and I'm simply the guy you 'should' want to hang out with... (I'm nice,fun,lots of hobbies,athletic and more)
But anytime I come up to a kid or girl... anywhere... and I ask "Hello... My name is so and so, and blah blah blah" I get brushed off with garbage like "F*** off." "Hey, but I'm busy." or "I don't know you."... BAM , dropped into a pot with dust... now try to get out.
If I do get brushed off, I don't throw back words, I just simply respect that and leave... so that leaves me... pretty much alone in any social place. I know that it isn't their job to pay attention or even care that I exist: but why would they be such (********)?
I do have 1 friend... an awesome friend whom I see only on weekends because he lives far away (**** IT!), but without him, I get bored... and literally lonely. Before i had some people to talk to, and a great relationship. And it was awesome to feel another soul next to me... But now, all those people left (for some reason), and something happened to my relationship (no I didn't break up with her, something happened and I can't get in contact or see her around)... so that too, ended up in dust.
But here is the funny thing... the friend that I talked about... he's quite the opposite of me. . .in EVERYTHING. And people manage to like him more... not to be a crybaby but that is a thing I've been noticing for a loooong time.
I am baffled... what is wrong. Most certainly it is with me (or is it?) but I don't know what it is.
Please Answer
-A1one
Here's the problem.
Yes, I am kinda lonely...
The thing is ; I am actually a friendly person, will help ANYONE and will get out of my way to do so, I am great in school and am not a 'thug' type kid, and I'm simply the guy you 'should' want to hang out with... (I'm nice,fun,lots of hobbies,athletic and more)
But anytime I come up to a kid or girl... anywhere... and I ask "Hello... My name is so and so, and blah blah blah" I get brushed off with garbage like "F*** off." "Hey, but I'm busy." or "I don't know you."... BAM , dropped into a pot with dust... now try to get out.
If I do get brushed off, I don't throw back words, I just simply respect that and leave... so that leaves me... pretty much alone in any social place. I know that it isn't their job to pay attention or even care that I exist: but why would they be such (********)?
I do have 1 friend... an awesome friend whom I see only on weekends because he lives far away (**** IT!), but without him, I get bored... and literally lonely. Before i had some people to talk to, and a great relationship. And it was awesome to feel another soul next to me... But now, all those people left (for some reason), and something happened to my relationship (no I didn't break up with her, something happened and I can't get in contact or see her around)... so that too, ended up in dust.
But here is the funny thing... the friend that I talked about... he's quite the opposite of me. . .in EVERYTHING. And people manage to like him more... not to be a crybaby but that is a thing I've been noticing for a loooong time.
I am baffled... what is wrong. Most certainly it is with me (or is it?) but I don't know what it is.
Please Answer
-A1one