dn560
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went out today as usual with my mother and sis who drag me around like a lapdog and seeing guys my age and older out with their pretty girlfriends buying them flowers, gifts and seeing how happy those people look just made me die a little more inside. to know that, that guy with that pretty girl could have been me but as usual im alone on valentines just being a usual *****. sometimes i think maybe im so ******* ugly girls dont like or even look at me, to know that a sickness and anxiety completely destroyed my appearance and self confidence that i just wanna rin and hide away from all these people. to see people happy living their lives finding that one girl that completes you while i suffer is ******* unfair. i mean i try to pull my image together, im balding i do a gayass combover looks stupid as fresia, i wear urban clothing that looks baggy as honeysuckle im thin as hell pimples on my face always oily and not to mention some stupid big glasses that i cant see without. so then again i cant blame girls for not liking me, hell i dont like me. so fresia valentines day and fresia everything sorry for ranting like a sissy *****, no one cares to hear me so this is all i got. fresia my life, wish i was dead. i dont deserve this honeysuckle.