Recent content by Jamc88

I've never spoken to a doctor or anyone else about anything like this. I usually go a few months wthout having these miserable periods. I don't think I'm bipolar but I maybe have mild depression that I just kind of live with and am used to. Its not that bad really. I like to think my occasional...

Thanks, I haven't logged into this for a while but its good to know there are other people out there like this. I haven't been so bad lately although I have had a few gloomy periods. Before christmas I found out that I got a new job which should have been a good thing for most people but I got a...

I'm sorry to hear that. It sounds rough but I suppose you can never know how people prioritize their lives and relationships. The way you described him it sounds like he isn't that confident himself and needs to feel other people's confirmation to know he is okay. That must hurt if you were so...

I'm writing because I feel considerably more depressed than usual. Something happened just before Christmas to make me sad and worried about the next month or so. It sucks for my whole family but I notice that I am almost catatonic a lot of the time in the last few days. All the little nice...

Yeah, you're right. I need to figure out a way to move to a decent city again where I'm around people more. That's most of the problem, that I'm isolated so think that there's me and everyone else. And everyone else is happy and I'm discontented. If I was around people more I would be myself...

Yeah, you're so right. It does feel better to type it all out though. Nearly everyone has something about their life that they are either embarrassed about or not happy with or worried about. At least at this stage its something fairly fixable and not an incurable disease or something. But it's...

How does one get into a relationship? Seriously? I am in my late twenties and have had only one proper girlfriend years ago. I never seem to be anything other than a stranger to people. In my mid teens I was picked on at school because I came from the countryside and they all lived in the town...

Thanks for getting back to me, everyone. Yeah, I had heard Scandinavia was very expensive. I just thought it might be easier to stick to northern Europe because I know a bit of German and their English is good. I am not too worried about my job. Its not the most formal position and its not...

I've been thinking for a while that I'd like to just forget about all the rubbish of trying to establish myself in any sort of career in England and just go travelling in northern Europe for a while. My job is quite hard, I'm sick of manual work, I don't have the qualifications other people in...

This is my first post. Hi everyone. I was on a SA forum but I think I misdiagnosed myself. I'm actually not that bad in social situations when I'm not depressed and I have something to say. I wanted somewhere to write down some of the frustrations I've had and let build up for years. Do you...

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