Recent content by JHK

Kids will experiment - we all did, no? But it sounds like you guys have the type of relationship where he knows you're a safety net if he fucks up and that makes a world of difference.

Born To Die - The Amity Affliction

Dolores Claiborne - Stephen King Hasn't happened in a while but I'm struggling with this one.

Do I seriously think it's about that high? Yeah.  I have nothing to base this on but the amount of people I know and how many of them (male and/or female) are cheating.  Maybe I just know a lot of bad people (this is true) and I have no faith in humanity (also mostly true) but I have a hard time...

This is easy to fix with a change of clothes/shower. And if you smoke it through an empty paper towel roll filled with dryer sheets, it's virtually impossible to smell unless you're sitting beside them. And the strain, of course.  It's roaches that are the worst for smell - hence my theory of...

That's actually something my psychiatrist wanted me to do - then I could publish/burn/worship it was I needed too. I have stopped and started so many times and it's hard because I tend to get pulled back and relive every memory and it's tough on my current psyche to not... be able to hide from...

I'm going to say I figure that percentage should probably be more around the 30-40%. At a rough guess - because of all the people I know - about 85% of them are cheating.

My experience has been opposite - but I say this lightly because 1 - I've only been in one actually serious relationship and 2 - I was something of a man whore in my "younger" days which probably doesn't seem to make a lot of sense but I think it does - to me, anyway. The only serious...

On the bright side, you didn't find any white powder so at least it's blunts and not CoCo Puffs. I'm surprised he was crafty enough to do what he was doing to keep the smell out - maybe I would go so far as to say he is being respectable enough to keep the drugs out of your home? - but silly...

My stupid? Or the weather? I'd glady send both... lol Our forecast reads like this for awhile: "Extreme cold warning in effect. Today..Increasing cloudiness. A few flurries beginning this afternoon. Wind up to 15 km/h. High minus 24. Wind chill minus 36. Tonight..A few flurries ending late...

I'm thinking I'd like to just say something like "fresia, this -40 weather is stupidly cold." so I don't like such a whiny brat but that just sounds so mundane and pointless in my head that I feel like I shouldn't bother. It's painful finding feelings for someone and then getting that you're...

I'm sorry for cutting the rest out, it's just I see this as the only important aspect right now (Yes I'm 22, I think I'd be a terrible person to have in self help... I just can't see it).  I've gotten high once since I've been out (I suppose the amount is relevant - it wasn't much but it was...

I have to say... I just finished Look Homeward, Angel by Thomas Wolfe. What a book. Truly, it should be on everyone's must read list.

Firstly, I feel I should apologize. I didn't mean to make anyone feel bad or that they couldn't give me a "cure", so to speak. I know I'm my own worst enemy and I feel like I'm too far gone so I don't expect anyone to have any answers that will fix me. But I have to vent sometimes and I have no...

I actually don't really know how to start this so I'm just going to wing it as I've stared at my screen for 15 minutes and nothing intelligent really seems to be forthcoming. I guess this is my last ditch attempt at maybe... What? I don't even know. I don't know what I want to do. I do, but I...