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Kids will experiment - we all did, no? But it sounds like you guys have the type of relationship where he knows you're a safety net if he fucks up and that makes a world of difference.

Born To Die - The Amity Affliction

Dolores Claiborne - Stephen King Hasn't happened in a while but I'm struggling with this one.

Do I seriously think it's about that high? Yeah.  I have nothing to base this on but the amount of people I know and how many of them (male and/or female) are cheating.  Maybe I just know a lot of bad people (this is true) and I have no faith in humanity (also mostly true) but I have a hard time...

This is easy to fix with a change of clothes/shower. And if you smoke it through an empty paper towel roll filled with dryer sheets, it's virtually impossible to smell unless you're sitting beside them. And the strain, of course.  It's roaches that are the worst for smell - hence my theory of...

That's actually something my psychiatrist wanted me to do - then I could publish/burn/worship it was I needed too. I have stopped and started so many times and it's hard because I tend to get pulled back and relive every memory and it's tough on my current psyche to not... be able to hide from...

I'm going to say I figure that percentage should probably be more around the 30-40%. At a rough guess - because of all the people I know - about 85% of them are cheating.

My experience has been opposite - but I say this lightly because 1 - I've only been in one actually serious relationship and 2 - I was something of a man whore in my "younger" days which probably doesn't seem to make a lot of sense but I think it does - to me, anyway. The only serious...

On the bright side, you didn't find any white powder so at least it's blunts and not CoCo Puffs. I'm surprised he was crafty enough to do what he was doing to keep the smell out - maybe I would go so far as to say he is being respectable enough to keep the drugs out of your home? - but silly...

My stupid? Or the weather? I'd glady send both... lol Our forecast reads like this for awhile: "Extreme cold warning in effect. Today..Increasing cloudiness. A few flurries beginning this afternoon. Wind up to 15 km/h. High minus 24. Wind chill minus 36. Tonight..A few flurries ending late...

I'm thinking I'd like to just say something like "fresia, this -40 weather is stupidly cold." so I don't like such a whiny brat but that just sounds so mundane and pointless in my head that I feel like I shouldn't bother. It's painful finding feelings for someone and then getting that you're...

I'm sorry for cutting the rest out, it's just I see this as the only important aspect right now (Yes I'm 22, I think I'd be a terrible person to have in self help... I just can't see it).  I've gotten high once since I've been out (I suppose the amount is relevant - it wasn't much but it was...

I have to say... I just finished Look Homeward, Angel by Thomas Wolfe. What a book. Truly, it should be on everyone's must read list.

Firstly, I feel I should apologize. I didn't mean to make anyone feel bad or that they couldn't give me a "cure", so to speak. I know I'm my own worst enemy and I feel like I'm too far gone so I don't expect anyone to have any answers that will fix me. But I have to vent sometimes and I have no...

I actually don't really know how to start this so I'm just going to wing it as I've stared at my screen for 15 minutes and nothing intelligent really seems to be forthcoming. I guess this is my last ditch attempt at maybe... What? I don't even know. I don't know what I want to do. I do, but I...

I knew shape was the wrong term. He's trying to help me be the person that he thinks is still buried in me - this innocent version of me that can learn to accept and love - but if he ever existed he was killed a long time ago. Anyhow, it doesn't hardly matter. I'm not the important one. I was...

To live. To be happy. To change into someone that can be loved, I guess. But I can't. As I said, I just shouldn't be. Life just isn't for me and that's just something I've had to accept. I'm no good. That's it.

I tried. More then I gave myself credit for, I tried. I just don't have it in me. I had a few moments where I thought I could prove them wrong, come out on top but... I get swiftly knocked back down reality and the effort of always getting back up and trying when I know... it's tiresome. I'm tired.

I know I said awhile ago I was leaving, but I W this one last bit advice and, as sad as it may seem, this is sort of the only place that I have where I can go for it. I know this probably sounds absolutely stupid to a lot of people because it should be simple - you just DON'T break...

It's getting harder not to give in to the temptation to end it all, and I don't know that this place is helping so... I think I need to go. Thank you to anyone who had kind words. I wish everyone all the best.