Recent content by loadedgun

I constantly feel embarrassed and/or guilty. I hate it. I'll think about something I did or something that happened years ago and be consumed with embarrassment. Also I'll find myself fine throughout the day (for the most part) but when I lie in bed at night I will pick apart every word or...

This definitely hit home for me. I feel like this daily. I am constantly torn between feeling like my time will come-that it will all be worth the wait then getting frustrated and starting to believe that I deserve to be alone. Ill spare you the "Good things come to those who wait! Just focus...

Hi Shimmer, Im also in my twenties and can completely relate to all the feelings you have described. Welcome and if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me. Have a great day.

My last relationship ended a little over a year ago. I was with them for two years. I thought at one point that would be the person I would marry but things went awry towards the two year mark. It wasn't a bitter breakup, just a confusing one. I logged onto facebook today to be greeted by...

37. Extreme loneliness. I too, would agree with my result.

when im drunk my social anxiety, depression and self esteem problems seem to melt away. I can actually talk to people the way I want to-the way im too scared to when im sober. I realize I don't want to be dependent on alcohol but it just seems to cure my issues better than any medication. I...

when im drunk my social anxiety, depression and self esteem problems seem to melt away. I can actually talk to people the way I want to-the way im too scared to when im sober. I realize I don't want to be dependent on alcohol but it just seems to cure my issues better than any medication. I...

I guess this is my introduction. Hello everyone, I am 25 years old and perpetually lonely. I do not have any friends. I have not had any friends since high school-which I would later determine were not friends at all. It seemed these people were only friends those five days a week when it was...