Recent content by lonelyboy291

I think you're taking a very narrow-minded viewpoint on society here - you say you dont want to live around people only chasing after better social status/only caring about money. what about those who are only chasing after love/friendship (myself included). Its not fair at all to say that all...

of course relationships turn bad at times, and im not saying that all relationships are perfect. but to a guy who has never had a relationship (and wants/needs one so badly) its all seems the same. love,sex,breaking up, making up, arguing with each other, whatever its all the same of some world...

Now uni is starting again, im again making the change from spending my holidays completly isolated to living around others. And it hurts to see everything I dont have, like love, people kissing. Its not the kind of feeling that just makes me wishing I had that too; it really hurts to see it and...

I experience the same thing, to the extent I no longer watch movies that I know may make me feel unhappy/lonely. I also understand what you mean about going to bed really late so you wont get upset by wishing their was someone next to you. I remember there were times in my life where I used to...

my doctor and parents have pushed anti-depressants at me, but I havent been willing to take them because I dont believe they will help, or maybe I dont like to think that my loneliness can be cured by a drug. I took prozac for 2 weeks once (which I know isnt long enough), but ended up overdosing...

I find talking face to face next to impossible...it just makes me want to run away, and then cry because im such a coward online is difficult as well, but I have more time to build confidence to write something.... I understand what you say about it never being too late and you should never...

I just wish i didnt have to be alone all the time, I cry at night because I want to be next to someone, spooning or whatever, I want to know what it feels like. I'ts all ive wanted.... im starting to feel old, like there must be a point in my life where I have to give up, I cant go my whole life...

thanks so much for replying, I have had some counselling but it didnt help me, . I feel like the only thing that will make me feel better is talking about it with a girl, but summoning the courage to do so is impossible.

So, Im 20 years old now, ive never had a girlfriend, but ive always wanted one, i think about being with a girl all the time, i feel like its all ive thought about my whole life. Im indian, and white girls seem like complete angels to me, but whenever I catch the eye of agirl I like or think is...