Recent content by lonelydude

Hello every1 I thought Id post a follow up to all thats been happening in my life. My first year of college was amazing!!! I had no feelings of depression whatsoever and Im really thankful for all of that. Anyway I decided to go back for the summer to home. And well...it was really nice for...

The best thing about moving away is that you can start off totally new and can shape ur life as YOU ALWAYS WANTED IT TO BE. Also what moving did for me was clear my mind of most of the negative thoughts and feelings that I had.

Hi code, Well in my case it did. Eventhough I lived where I did for my entire life, i just felt I couldnt really connect with any of the ppl around me for some reason. I dont think I can describe that feeling scientifically, but ill just say that there was nothing left in that place...

Thanks you for your replies everybody! I really would encourage everyone whos in a tough time (even if that time is in years) to hang in there and to try every possible way to get rid of their depression. Sometimes doin things that are hard or difficult does the trick. And yes, I will let you...

Thanks Steel! :D :D :D

Hello, Im not really good at expressing my life experiences , but I will try mt best. Like alot of you i was plagued by this problem called lonelyness for a long while (from when i was 15). No matter how hard i tried to convince myself, I never seemed or felt like a misfit or social...

I hear ya , its all bs and I HATE IT!!! FAKE STUFF MAKES ME WANNA PUKE!!

I dunno what happened in the chat coz of some probs i havnt been on there for a few weeks. However Irish, from the many times ive chatted with you , your nothing like a bible-thumper or any other thing u have described urself as. Really , i cant imagine what could drive you to believe that you...

That was kind of a rude thing to say for her, i mean to me it seems like theyre not including u in their convo's and then she asks why YOUR such a loner? Lol...ppl can be so dumb, this was just 1 afternoon so just try to forget about it.

Hello, Thank you for ur replies every1, they meant alot. Yea im the only child and yes my parents are divorced. The strange thing is that sometimes she wants me to go out of the house coz she knows thats good for me. However sometimes she gets very possessive and starts shouting and...

lol yea a couple of times...:P

As if things werent bad enough , she always gets into a fit when I have to leave the house. Even when I took a class outside of school to brush up on some of my sciences, everytime she was in the car she would go in a fit, saying that i go there just to meet ppl and hang out and not study when...

Hey Dreamer, I just went to some school event (it was actually outside of school premises) and every1 was talking to each other having fun , sitting with each other at tables. But for some reason nobody wanted to sit with me. Wherever i went to sit, the guy next to me would...

No problem dude. Whats worse is that the guy , when he calls me , after "braggin about what he did" also likes venting about stuff, like how his friends mistreated him or something similar to that. He gets to go just coz he has a car they can use or he is mindlessly willing to obey whatever they...

hello lol u aint a stupid ******** or anything close to that. Ur just a normal person who is angry! Uve tried expressing ur anger and it felt good but really u cant do so anymore, coz jus like u said , it will consume ur life and ull never be really content I sadly think this might be the...