Recent content by newguy

how long you live in loneliness? Birth How many friends do you have? none Have you ever had friends or a girl? No you have some passion \ hobby? Playing guitar, listening to music, writing poetry. you're sad because of loneliness or another? Idk Have you ever thought about suicide? Yes...

I like music, art, movies, I want to gain a deeper spirituality. I want to watch more movies, become a better guitarist. Visit more museums. I want to go to the oprea one day. Grow closer to God.

So what is success in life? I don't want to make a lot of money, a house, or a iPhone.

I am happy for her, but I think this has shown how much I really don't want to live. I really don't have anything I want to do in life. I really just want to die.

@batman, I do have a spiritual life and it does help me. It's still depressing though. I'm pretty much guaranteed a life alone. There's no way a girl is going want to be with me, and if she does she'll end up leaving over this. It sucks even forums I go on talk about this. I'm just really...

I have avoidant personality disorder, I've been told its similar to SA. I am still trying to be normal but its hard. I started therapy and it has worked a little, I only just started though. So if you can therapy might help.

You tried to help me in one of my first threads here, so I don't think your nothing :)

The US to me seems really dog eat dog. I'm sure its not any better in other countries, and I am glad I'm not somewhere like in Somalia but still I don't fit in. I feel like I'm a good guy but I'm anything special. I'm not talented, I play guitar and write poetry but I'm not very good at it...

My sister who I am close to has left me and my dad. I'm happy she moved out and getting closer to her goals. We were like twins, and she moved far. I don't have a car either. I have one, friend and a cat. My dad and I aren't really close. I don't like spending time with my mom either. It feels...

Well I have a strong desire for being with a woman. I'm not talking about one night stands either. I also don't know single, Virgin men that are happy. I'm sure there are some. As far as the afterlife. Idk, I believe in God, I don't believe death ends life completely. But maybe it does, I...

Really? Yay I too feel similar about women. I get asked whats my type a lot. I usually say a girl who is compassionate, and kind. But they ask "what does she look like?" I respond "I don't know or care, if she acts like what I mention it doesn't matter." The girl I like now is the sweetest...

What are the details though? They were both high and maybe he wasn't tying to kill her. Could have been an accident.

Thank you. I believe girls will leave me and or cheat on me because I have a small penis. Its small even when erect.

I won't do enlargement surgery. I have tried to eliminate my sex. I went even as far as considering chemical castration, but decided against it. In all honesty I feel like a freak. I don't feel human and I feel inferior. Not just because of this but because of everything about me. I feel so...