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Some said I was a freak I am a freak They said I was weak I am a freak They said I was incomplete I am a freak I am a freak Hey, I got the eyes of a man that's being cut I got the view of a rat king's son I guess I'm new and I don't know what to do I'll judge you fine in my mind in my... I'm...

Is that possible though. Can you ever really know another person? Do you know who you are? Do they know who they are? The self is a delusion says Buddha and neuroscience. You do read into people's behaviour what you want or expect to see. I expect you to be bored of my pseudo philosophical...

Hmm. Interesting but not so sure. That people who are socially anxious are sensitive to people's responses is not news. I'd be interested to know more about the methodology of the experiment. According to the link that I followed from the article they used a computerised task, which would...

I suppose it's feeling that I don't belong anywhere. I've become so detached from the world that I don't see how I can ever fit in with those strange, hairless apes. And it's not a good feeling, thinking that you're some sort of freak who will always be alone. People will never understand and...

37. But I noticed that with question 5 - "How often do you find yourself waiting for people to call or write?" if I'd answered often, I would've got 40. I lost points answering never because no-one is going to call me or write to me. It's a travesty! Hmm, am I getting competitive? Hell yeah...

If you really wanted to do something then you would have done it already and some meaningless change of date isn't going to make you more likely to do it. So I've already failed my new years resolution to stop being a depressing prick.

I sometimes have lucid dreams. Or it could just be that I sometimes dream that I have lucid dreams. And maybe consciousness is the same. But anyhoo, I often have dreams of being lost somewhere, like being trapped in a maze which I can't find my way out of.

I never thought I'd lead this restless life I thought I'd wither down, a sacrifice There's nothing I can do to make it stop It's in my nature. It gives me chills I never thought life would last this long I thought I'd be found out so long ago There's nothing I can do to make it stop It's in my...

"I am a sick man... I am a spiteful man. I am an unpleasant man. I think my liver is diseased." I've met the underground man.

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An inhuman, worthless piece of honeysuckle. I can relate. And I've often thought that something is missing in me - some part of my brain didn't develop properly or maybe my parents didn't hug me enough. I don't know but you don't sound like a bad person (I'm more of a cat person myself, but anyway) and...

I've read a lot about it and it sounds like something that would help me a lot. I even tried for a while and sometimes it did make me feel better. But I never got into the habit of it, and strange as it might sound, I'm not sure I want to feel at peace.

Being knee deep in the blood of my enemies! No not really. Being alone brings me peace but also makes me miserable. Oh the perennial problem - can't be happy alone, can't be happy with other people. There is no peace, just constant warfare against myself.

You'll never be here, it's hard to explain Psychic trauma, returns with age There's nothing new here, no room to relate I don't know what you're trying to say Try to stop it, try to feel something But nothing happens, I stay the same Is it alright to end up this way? Life gets boring, it fades...

Cowboy Bebop was the first anime I watched and nothing I've watched since has been better. I'm watching Paranoia Agent again.

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By having more than one self.

Oh I don't know. Try to hate everything and feel nothing. Crush every trace of humanity and become stone cold and invulnerable. It's all bullshit.

Feelingsy stuff is all there is. Killing all feeling, I've tried it and it doesn't lead anywhere.